Aaaaaaaand Happy New Year everyone! We made it till 2019, alhamdulillah! I still cannot believe it that I actually survived last year!
Kalau tahun lepas, awal-awal tahun aku dah list kan azam baru yang aku nak capai and I really worked for it and alhamdulillah, almost all tercapai. Gonna do a new list for a new year in shaa Allah. So, how's your 2018? Me? Well, a loooooooooooooooooooooooottt of ups and downs seriously like a roller coaster but I'm survived! Alhamdulillah!
Tak pernah terfikir boleh sampai ke tahap yang harini, seriously! 2018 was a heartbroken year juga for me (bukan relationship tapi perkara lain).
2018 teaches me:
1. to grow stronger than before
2. to put high trust in Him (tawakkal)
"Kenapa? Sebelum ni tak pernah buat ke?"
I did but last year (consider it last year lah sebab sekarang dah official 1st January 2019 kan), was really really tough for me. A LOOOOT OF HEARTBROKEN PHASES. I need to deal with myself in soooooo many tough situations. Nak deal dengan orang yang pelbagai kerenah lagi, and at the same time, you want to focus on yourself pastu tambah nak move on lah, serabut dengan diri sendiri. Serabut dengan kulit muka ni lagi, pastu berat kejap naik kejap turun HAHAHAHA. In conclusion, adulting is hard.
Jom list apa yang jadi sepanjang tahun 2018:
January- trip to Sabah with beloved Shamsim! (I miss them a lot!)
February- joined a medical-related innovation event held by faculty (MED-iNOVA) and alhamdulillah won 3rd place and buat product sendiri dan dapat kepercayaan dan support yang sangat tinggi from our supervisors, thank you Dr and teammates! Walaupun kelihatan kecil, namun cukup bermakna buatku.
March- joined i-NOVA and managed arabic debate team! Agak mengecewakan tapi takpe life goes on, gagal harini bukan bermakna gagal selama-lamanya.
April- nothing much, study and dah start serabut revision 1st Professional Exam (exam yang kalau tak lepas, kena repeat tahun)
May- 1ST PROFESSIONAL EXAM! (debaq woiiiiiii, doa lulus ja, hanya Allah je yang tahu betapa berdebarnya saat keputusan diumukan satu persatu di hadapan kelas)
June- RAYA HOLIDAY!
July- started new semester, new session at the end of July (perasaan bercampur baur)
August- nothing much, lived life as usual
September and October- my heart broke into pieces again, tough months, dealing with my emotions and all!
November- getting better and alhamdulillah tak sangka secepat itu!
December- the most exciting month (of course), because there's my birthday! And alhamdulillah ALL things were getting better though I celebrated December with end-semester examination and started second semester in the same month within the same year (one week of sem break only) but nvm, I put my trust on Him :")
Anddddd tada! Perfect ending for 2018, alhamdulillah XO
Thank you Allah for lending me Your strength, teaching me to Sabr! That's all I need in my life despite being surrounded by loving family, friends and all positive people! Say, alhamdulillah.
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| Selingan, cantik kan? I love this view, much <3 |
What I learned from 2018:
1. Do you, be you. Let them criticize you but as long as you are in the right path, go ahead. If you have a passion, go ahead. Tak perlu tunggu orang kerana peluang hanya datang cuma sekali.
2. When you are in need for answers kerana kekeliruan hati atau kecelaruan minda, PRAY. Doa je walau kat mana kita berada. Allah dengar setiap satu rintihan dan isi hati kita. Kita akan tahu bila Allah jawab soalan kita, in shaa Allah.
3. Kita minta Allah tunjukkan jalan yang lurus dan bila Allah datangkan satu perasaan yang tak sedap dalam hati, be careful, it might be the guidance from Allah untuk sedarkan kita dan berpatah balik kepada Dia. Check balik apa dosa kita.
4. Dosa tidak pernah memberikan kebahagiaan.
5. NEVER give any chances to a person who already broke your trust. If they cannot be honest, why ask for loyalty?
6. Letakkan prinsip "lantak kau lah" untuk mengurangkan tekanan ketika berhadapan dengan kerenah manusia.
7. Rezeki TAK PERNAH salah alamat.
8. Tawakal adalah keadaan apabila kita tidak terfikir atau teringat-ingat tentang perkara tersebut bahkan kita tidak mengharapkan yang Allah akan jawab doa kita mengikut apa yang kita rasa.
9. Bila kita doa minta Allah kurniakan kesabaran, Allah mungkin akan datangkan dengan banyaknya ujian kerana di situ, Allah sedang mengajar kita untuk lebih bersabar. Jadi, jangan mengeluh banyaknya ujian dan stress :')
10. JAGA hubungan dengan Allah, ibu ayah, adik beradik dan sahabat-sahabat. Fikir sejenak sebelum berkata-kata agar tidak mengeluarkan ucapan yang tidak enak untuk didengari. Try to be as positive as we can!
I think, that's all from me! Now, what's yours? Share lah, nak tahu juga ;D
Am excited to start 2019, towards a better Sarah in shaa Allah!
Thanks for reading!
Happy new year XOXO
